Dying in collapse
EP | 2014
Songs
All of our mistakes can disturb our soul
Some of these are strong enough
To drive us down to madness
All of our mistakes can affect our mind
So don't leave yourself alone with all your demons
To avoid dying in collapse
A scream pierced my ears
Sounds like my sister's crying
One of us is dying
It fills my body with fear
This is an homicide
Starting in the middle of the night
Hidden to be out of sight
To avoid this fight
To avoid this fight
Seeing them being murdered like this
Helpless, begging for mercy
The only ones I care for
Hope it's just a nightmare
I'm petrified as hell
Watching my parents lose their heads
Looking at the murder
Without any power
I saw the killer
Left this place forever
I'll remember his face
My knife he will embrace
My knife he will embrace
Seeing them being murdered like this
Helpless, begging for mercy
The only ones I care for
Hope it’s just a nightmare
Oh!
Can't realise what happened
My heart has fallen apart
There's so much blood on the floor
I can't save them no more
No one's alive
They had no chance to survive
Dying without mercy
They're gone for eternity
I'm alone now
My family has left this world
Why is this happening to me?
I never deserved this
Watching their dead bodies
With tears on my face
I'll let them go to heaven
While I'm going through hell
I'll find him back in the street
Make him pay for that crime
He'll suffer, I'll make him bleed
This vengeance will sure be mine
I think I'm going insane
Rage invades my mind
I must get rid of this pain
Hurry up, it's killing time
Hurry up, it’s killing time
Saw them being murdered like that
Helpless, begged for mercy
The only ones I cared for
Hope it was a nightmare
All of this makes no sense
Why must it be so intense?
Now it's blinding my vision
With blackened illusions
Saw them being murdered like that
Helpless, begged for mercy
(For mercy)
The only ones I cared for
No, it wasn’t a nightmare
Nightmare!
Nightmare!
Hell’s gates opened up for me
Can breathe no more inside this dying soul
Blinded, there’s nothing I can see
Nothing I can do, I’ve just lost control
Threw back to where I started
I’m still chained to this injustice
Fright is crumbling my heart
Feels like a deadly kiss
My life is over
Just a disaster
Fearing my own shadow
Drowning deep in my sorrow
This world will sure be better off without me
Why should I give a fuck 'bout them
When they don't even care 'bout my misery?
I shouldn't be caged for that kind of shit
They deserved what happened to them
Wait! Who the fuck are they?
Pretending to know what’s best for each one of us
They don't know me! Fuck 'em all!
There's nothing I regret! Justice is done now!
My life is over
Just a disaster
Fearing my own shadow
Drowning deep in my sorrow
This world will sure be better off without me
Without me!
Fuck you all!
Looking in a broken glass
I recognize this blank stare, destroyed by hatred
The one the murderer worn on this night
The one that still haunts me now
How could this be possible?
I never would have killed my family!
This look keeps grinding me
This hopeless look that is mine…
If it’s the end
I only wanna rip off my skin
To let this madness escapes
And join ‘em all in the afterlife
Hey motherfucker!
You became a slayer
Dishonored your fate
But right now it’s too late
You pray for better days
But none cares ‘bout your mistakes
You shall perish in flames
‘Cause now you reached the end
Don’t try to ignore it
‘Cause there’s no way to escape
Don’t try to get over it
‘Cause you’ll never live your fucking life, like you were
You think you will survive
But nothing will change your life
(Your life)
Dying is deliverance
Of all your sufferance
(Sufferance)
Your life's a mistake
All your fears are awake
There’s nothing you can say
Now it’s your turn to pay
Don’t try to ignore it
‘Cause there’s no way to escape
Don’t try to get over it
‘Cause you’ll never live your fucking life, like you were
You think you will survive
But nothing will change your life
(Your life)
Dying is deliverance
Of all your sufferance
(Sufferance)
(Die)
You can’t erase your past
So here’s your final choice:
“End your life, alone in jail”
Or “begin to dig your own grave”
Don’t try to ignore it
‘Cause there’s no way to escape
Don’t try to get over it
‘Cause you’ll never live your fucking life, like you were
You think you will survive
But nothing will change your life
(Your life)
Dying is deliverance
Of all your sufferance
(Sufferance)
You think you have passed through it
But none of this is real
(It ain’t real)
You just have started
Your worst nightmare
Go!
Fuck you!
The reaper has taken your soul
We can hear the bell tolls
But still your demons will creep
And haunt your eternal sleep
You thought you would survive
But nothing has saved your life
(Your life)
Dying was deliverance
Hope you see the difference
(Difference)
Now you better burn in hell
With other assholes like you
(Like you)
You didn’t deserve life
You better suffer enough
Credits
Produced by Helpless
Recorded by JF Roy
Mixed by JF Roy
Artworks concept by Alec Monbleau-Lefebvre & Jessy Monbleau-Lefebvre
Artworks by Alec Monbleau-Lefebvre
All songs written by Helpless
All lyrics written by Alec Monbleau-Lefebvre